So, the guy who was messaging me all last week turned out to be an asshole on Friday night and then I sent him a text which entailed “thanks because I’ll keep my dignity and self respect because girls that go with you clearly have neither” on Saturday. Then when going to Miles Kane last night I let Robyn text him and now were going for a drive on Wednesday! What in Gods name do I do? Do I go on the drive, with possibilities of having to blow him or do I say that I cant go?
I just want to be perfect! I want someone to care!
Sounding like an anorexic but I swear I am not going to eat till I’m skinny! I want a gaunt face and thin legs! I want guys to think “wow!” not “shes alright!” I want that guy to be much older, not a douche and who treats me with respect! I want to look like a supermodel who looks like she should be dating Leonardo Dicaprio and I genuinely think it means not eatting because it seems that’s something I can control! I need control!
- Some dumb chick: I wonder what Alex turner smells like!
- Me: An ash tray, passion, sweat, leather, and grease.
Nice ass Jameh
Met up with Alex Turner from the Arctic monkeys from for a ride on his new bike.
We took a ride up in the hills overlooking LA. Everywhere we stopped people were taking photos and really loving the bikes, It made me proud of what I have built. We met up with the rest of the band and had some drinks in hollywood. Alex was a bit bummed he had to leave the next day to get back on tour and all he wanted to do was ride his new bike.
wouldn’t mind strapping my hands across those thighs anyway!